Rearrange and reform the following statement

"Hey... hope you good
Just wanted to say I'm sorry for the treatment that I gave you when you only meant well for us... I won't justify my behavior throughout our relationship I know it took me too long to realise how much I was responsible for letting us fail
Honestly I feel bad of how I handled a lot of stuff and I wouldn't want to be on your bad books"

Hey, I hope you're doing well. I wanted to apologize for the way I treated you, even though you always had good intentions for us. I won't try to rationalize my behavior during our relationship. It took me a long time to realize how much I contributed to our failures. Honestly, I regret how I handled many things, and I don't want to be on your bad side.