ima keep it real wit u i still got feelings toward u but its like i dont really wanna gpo dat way again becuase like we just dont match eachothers energry u scared to speck up and u liked my cuh so like it wont be da same but i mean im just tired of being loved wrong and it might sound goofy but this is really how i feel like u moved on so esaliy it just dont make sence miss u tho
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I want to be completely honest with you and admit that I still have lingering feelings for you. However, I've come to realize that I don't want to go down that path again because it seems like we just don't complement each other's energy. Additionally, it's hard for me to ignore the fact that you were too hesitant to speak up about your feelings and you ended up liking my cousin instead. This realization has made me hesitant to pursue any romantic involvement with you again.
It might sound somewhat silly, but this is genuinely how I feel. It's disheartening to constantly receive love in the wrong way, and I've reached a point where I'm tired of it. Even though you seem to have moved on easily, it doesn't quite make sense to me. Despite all of this, I can't deny that I still miss you.